although i felt happy when i went to supermarket by myself today, i imagine when i'll eat cookies with a coffee in a later morning,
and $5 for 2 cookie packs is not so cheap, i felt happy with this expensive price itself like i became a rich


but now, i can't follow the human being's thinking,
or mood to be in high spirits?

im just tired

and seriously im sick due to a bad cold


i wanted to work at khaosan again, i think im still hoping so,
and a manager is so kind to me, he added me to the group to make new branch,
he put "like" on my comments,

but i think, i need to be alone totally once.
i must not to live in backpackers
otherwise i will be broken again in canada, high percent i will live in some kinds of hostel to save money so.

continuing is one of tough task for me.
if i work at cafe eagerly in japan, i might gain tired for this work???

mmm or i like it
i can't say it now


i imagined that i work till leaving japan for canada, so i couldn't stop working at backpackers
but the situation has totally changed.