not, better than nothing
same as nothing,

i try to think about relationship here.
just i cherish the people who has friendship since i was here last time.
of course, i care about new friends here,
but even when im too cool to the others, i try not to care about my behavior
i do dislike my selfish, atitude when i want to be alone,
but i want to make valance now
so long time, i cared others a lot a lot a lot, especially elementary to high school around?
when i was in university, i still cared other sights deeply, i liked to walk at university alone, and when i see my friends, i felt deep happy to say "Hello!!" with big smile over shaking my hand.


I do dislike boys who has the feeling not friendship, but a feeling for hunting, or interesting for female.
don't touch me. im not such a girl
i hate a boy who touch or hug me with no reason, just for amusement.
think of my feeling?
is it just a thing which you want to do hey?
recently, even girls, i dislike when she is not close friend and touch or too close distance or hold my hand.
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someday we face to choose the thing
which I like, which i dislike

coz my body is just one, my life is not so long for hanging out with everybody.

i want to be a person who can wear a mask of smile even when i choose not to talk deeply with the people who im not good at,
after making balance, i think i will be able to know how to wear that

I want to be stronger.